After two months of not seeing each other, you told me
that our special time was going to be no more! I was
surprised to say the least because I hardly called you
on the phone, I kept my texting to a minimum, I did
not put much up on Facebook nor did I communicate
with you on your page. When I saw you, you looked tired
and worried about your own family members. You were
happy to catch up with me, but you were reticent to warm
up to my advances, although I felt at home just touching
and holding your hands! You said that we were so different
that you could not go on travels with me, not even to local
places. I thought afterwards about all this and could not
sleep thinking:"What have I done? Apart from being a bit
of a pain in the months before my trip to Italy." But I did
respect your wishes of giving you time to yourself... Have
I done something wrong? Or have I been too distant?
I have my suspicion that all is not well with you! That you
want to distance yourself from me because of your worry
about 'cancer'! You need not worry about this because
I have experienced its lethal presence with my father
and wife. What we all need is to keep this cancer thing
at bay. It is a mystery to me! Therefore my conclusion
is that time, our time, is limited and that each day is precious.
Our 'love' needs to be there to give us the occasional
time of peace and rest in a cocoon of loving joy and mutual
care. These latter we have experienced and it's such a pity
that it's come to an end. I don't want this especially seeing
you so stressed and tense about your family members whom
you love so dearly. Silvana, our time has been special... Why does
it have to end like this? Tell me. I am your 'sunset love'...
