What if I do all that you want. That is: not ring you,
not contact you, but only occasionally. Leaving it all
up to you to initiate your own wishes when to see me!
What if I remain passive and only have 'love' for you
in my heart? Would this be what you really want?
In other words you only want platonic love! Instead
I burn inside thinking of you and the times that I can be
together. I love our very own special day when we share
companionship and care... doing whatever comes on
that very day! Be it a walk in the park, an activity with your
local friends, a swim in the sea, some outings to shops
and markets, just a dinner for two prepared by loving you!
Yes, I too want to contribute, but no, you have it all under
control! What if I see you only occasionally and don't put
demands on your freedom? This I have given you most
willingly because I too love my freedom, except for the fact
that I am very loyal and careful to be less adventurous
when I should! This you have understood and told me
to go out there and enjoy myself with other friends
and companions! Is this why you want to stop our time
together so that I can be free and less loyal? Maybe I will
have to follow your advice and roam around and look
for love in other places. Will I find it? Who knows? What
I know is that my nights now are less peaceful thinking
about not having you daily in my heart and mind. Saying
Goodbye is hard to do... especially because
'I love you, amore mio!'
